Should I get it?

I dont believe in having a lot of friends. Close friends should be infact minimal. I dont like to talk to people who doesnt excite me intellectually.

One of the reasons why I no longer stay in contact and is avoiding my ex classmates is because when we go out for gatherings I often hear things like; Ben talk leh, make me laugh etc etc. I totally hate that. I hate to have a one way conversation. That is why I sent them a email telling them to exclude me in any outings or mailing groups. I no longer have them on facebook, msn or hp.

I only have 30 people on my msn, I delete alot of them and I barely talk to not more then 5 of them.

On my phone contacts I only have 44 contacts. I barely sms alot except to a few.

Close friends however I have probably not more then 3. Well I have 2 of them in Perth. One in Singapore, I am going to ignore the one in Singapore very soon. Sometimes all it takes is to have a girl in the picture to see what type of person he is.

He is I can say changed and I dont know him anymore. He just got struck of the wedding invite list. Stubborn, Full of himself and totally selfish.

What type of lies he says behind my back…. I can only wonder.

The 2 clones from Perth well thats another story all together. Those two are people who I will keep for a long time to come.  Infact gladly fly them over for the wedding if CFO clears the budget paper.

So really sociable is not a word one would associate with me. Dont be sad if you dont see me on msn or facebook anymore, it totally means I get bored talking to you and really we be better off without each other.

How can a bitch with a fake slang. I dont care what people say. Her US slang is not natural and its fake, have that much influence over a friend of mine so much so that I start to question if i know this guy at all.

How can a girl with such spoilt princess attitute, who totally have no regards to what is happening around her have such impact on a good friend of mine.

The same friend once commented that when I hate a person. That person is condemed to the core. As of now, I can only think of 2 people and she is at the top of the list.

Where do friends stand when it comes to a girl who is not even your gf?

That aside, I am currently working on my first single, targetting for a December release. wonder if I can make the dateline.

Windows…………………………….This is what happens BSOD

On Thu, Aug 7, 2008 at 10:45 PM, he wrote:
Dear Ben,

I do understand why you are angry about the NO Project Presentation.

As a Lecturer, I feel a lack of professionalism too with regards to this
matter.

I follow strictly what was practiced previously where presentation is
strictly required and also must be recorded.

Moreover, the course guide also stated that “Presentation is required”.

I hope you do understand my situation and hope that we remain in good cheer
when we meet again in the next lesson.
_____________________________________ My replies as follows______________________________________

Sir,

I am more disappointed at the decision and the process.

As a part time student, it is not easy to juggle both studies and work. Any assignments given to me will have to be completed fast so that work will not be affected.

3 consecutive nights of no later then 4am was spent doing up the presentation slides. It was already completed and now efforts has been completely wasted.

We are already half way through this module. Why did the school not raise this up? Was part time students taken into consideration? We are not the pioneer batch of students, yet this is happening.Does this not show the unprofessionalism of the whole course?

Professor XXXXXXXX came down on the 5th. I presume he is the one communicating that no presentation was needed. Why wasn’t this communicated to the students earlier rather then wait till class on thursday?

I am disappointed at the management for not making a point to the Professor that communication has been passed down for the presentation and he might want to reconsider cancelling it. This could have been better managed.

This being said. What has been done is done. Its time to close ranks and move on.

Ben

_______________________________________________________________________________________

Feel lost, dejected,

depression…..

sian

fuck